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[Raivu]

So I'm sitting in my "New" place (after having gone through so many), watching my breath fade away into thin air because I ran out of heat the other day, thinking about where I am and where I want to be.
And human decency.
Keep in mind, I've been drinking. So I'm going to be very straight forward with you all.
Everybody has someone on here they trust.
If not, they're just here to do their business and leave.
Which is cool, but a lot of us regulars like C0FFIN and Cl03y know exactly what I'm talking about.
We're the kind of gang who'll find a way to get you or make sure you're okay if you're stranded somewhere on the other side of America.
We're the kind of gang who'll call you up occasionally to have small talk and joke like we've been friends all along.
I know there are a few people here who've been around much longer than I have (4+ years and counting), and have seen the development of
users
the website
admins
mods
etc.
But very few of us have stuck through to the very end with each other.
Think about it. I called Cl03y once, and she actually Answered. And she's phone shy as shit.
C0FFIN, after calling him, had the decency to get BACK in contact with me to explain why he wasn't able to respond that night.
Never explain yourself.
Your friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe you anyway.
Regardless, I'm going to be very honest and straight forward with those of you who know (Oooh the auto-save thing just popped up)
I consider a select few of you family.
Someone I'd open my door to if you were to knock on it, or needed somewhere to stay.
Lame, I know (Raivu, it's the internet, blablabla you don't know these people)
But the way I see it, we're all fucking human beings.
You have legs
arms
hands
feet
eyes
hair
personalities
likes/dislikes
strengths/weaknesses
talents
And most of all, those select few have shown me nothing but the absolute most in Respect, Trust, and Loyalty I've ever come across in the 95% of the people I know.
I've been so fucked over it hurts. By even the closest of who I thought were my "Friends".
So it's not easy to trust anybody.
But I can very easily say those select few, I do trust.
And I love all of you as if you were my family.
Drinking aside, I've been thinking sober about this allllllllll day.
LG has become my online home.
When I'm stressed, discomforted, bored, excited, have a great story to tell, have something to rant about, LG is always my #1 resource to tell people.
And the best part is, you all listen.
And for a reason, too.

So, LG, Thanks for everything. From everybody.
I'm sorry I haven't been on lately, and I hope those of you are aren't as active are having a fantastic time in life.
Me, I'm do for another life journey. The goal is to Atlanta, then to Los Angeles. Then to Vegas from there where I can pick back up where my recently deceased life incluence and grandfather left off in his passion for Art and Photography.

Stay gold, LG.
And may the dick be too big to suck
#dontwantthatnastyshitontheinternetbro

TLDR VERSION: I'm sorry you aren't able to take 2 minutes to read something. Heaven forbid. The poor children. English actually means less to you than how many fucking scooby snacks you can find on level 3 of Cyber Chase for the PS1.
My heart goes out to you.

-Raivu