Raivu! How I wish I could be there for you more because I know you have had a rough life thus far. I am sure you are going to make it to the next level where you will finally be able to feel a sense of security and stability!
Also, I hope that you could come to terms with possibly attempting to quit drinking. It really can take your feet from underneath you and make you crash like nothing else in the world. It happened to my father and I wish that the same does NOT happen to you. You are one hell of a guy Raivu!

LG has been my home for a long time, sure I may have strayed away from time to time but I always end up back in the same spot every time. My status on this forum does not matter to me either, to me we are all a big family, we all have drama, things that bring us closer and secrets.

I love you guys.