When I die

[Raivu]

Hold up, replaceable? No one is replaceable. I say this a lot but is the truth. This reality is the condensing of all possibility into this instance. Do you know what that means? You are the result of every possible existence of this world. The odd of things being the way they are right this second, the fact you en exist are astronomically against you or me existing at all. The math is staggering. The concepts need to fully comprehend are still beyond 99.9% of all of the world. Your existence is miraculous and so are you. Everyone is a miracle, and that's speaking scientifically. You throw God and magically creation shit in there and it gets even more amazing.
Fundamentally you can do and make situations better if you persist and try. Death by way of choice is by far the most selfish and inconsiderate thing you can ever do. Laying down your life for something is wonderful but throwing it away is unacceptable. Its not yours', its ours'. See you don't experience you or the impact you have on those around you. We, the rest of the people that meet you do. An you willing removing yourself from us is selfish. we live not only for ourselves, but for others and your role in being here and talking to us and interacting with us is vastly important. The events you set into motion for each of us are unknown and immensely wonderful and exciting and I for one can't have you running off and throwing your life away. The people here typing away, scared by your comments are proof of what you mean to the world and how irreplaceable you are. Particularly because we've stood where you are and wondered "when is my time? when do things go my way? Why does this life suck?", it does get better but only if you want it to. Reality is possibility, life is possibility, so long as we live, we can do any thing and make our lives any thing. Its not easy and its not always fun or awesome but its always worth it. 1 to 1000000 happens a ton more than they'd want you to believe, dear. If you stand up and live for today as well as tomorrow you can go far.

for those who tl;dr'd coffin's post and should be hurt, here's the short version.

You're not replaceable. IT's impossible. The fact that you're alive now is incredible because of the millions upon infinite different happenings.
Things had to happen EXACTLY the way they did, at EXACTLY the same time under the EXACT circumstances, for you to exist today.

Besides, you were sperm out of billions. You won that race.
It's physically, mentally, and emotionally impossible for you to be replaceable.

---------- Post added at 06:26 PM ---------- Previous post was at 06:20 PM ----------

I can't speak to you without smiling.
I really can't.
And one day your logic will break through my thick skull, and work some sense into my mind.
Honestly, I've always wanted to go to paris, I guess that's a little silly huh? I want to see the world, and I guess that might take some time.
I'm leaving my parents house tommorrow.
Shhh.<3

Where are you going to go?
And no, I want to see paris too.
And think about it. When you go to Paris, you could (in order)

-ask someone a question
-he answers you
-it turns into a conversation
-that conversation turns into a new friend/bonding moment.
-you hang out more, bond more, grow attached
-you date
-you get married
-you have kids
-you discover new hobbies and get into those
-you get a house
-you get old
-you die.

Or you could make a lot of best friends while you're there.