Yehhhhh bed.

Going to bed upset sucks.
Same shit as usual.

What did you do now Ethan ?!

Jah wrote:

What did you do now Ethan ?!

I just get depressed very easily.

Ethan wrote:

I just get depressed very easily.

Hard, fragile little man

Jah wrote:

Hard, fragile little man

Naw, depression happens to smart and/or creative people.
You end up judging yourself harshly for now reason. I do it all the time. Plus American society puts a lot of pressure on youth to look, act, be a certain way. It's actually pretty terrible.

C0FFINCASE wrote:

Naw, depression happens to smart and/or creative people.
You end up judging yourself harshly for now reason. I do it all the time. Plus American society puts a lot of pressure on youth to look, act, be a certain way. It's actually pretty terrible.

I might be trying to hard to reach perfection.
I want the perfect job, the perfect body, the perfect girlfriend, the perfect family but none of it is going to happen because perfection in itself does not exist. So it's like I am chasing ghosts., again. I should have gotten over Kaitlyn when we stopped talking but because I am so stubborn I thought and thought and thought of ways to preserve what we had and get it back. That being said, I am too shy to open myself up to another woman because I am afraid she will do the same thing to me and that is rip my heart from my soul. I just want a girl whuld understand me yet I cannot settle for anything below a certain level of looks.

One thing keeps leading to another.

You should try clearing your mind and answer all those questions one by one.

Jah wrote:

You should try clearing your mind and answer all those questions one by one.

Ohhhhhhhhh young one.

Ethan wrote:

Ohhhhhhhhh young one.

yeah i know, idk , sometimes things like this help.