I feel like shit.

Whenever I think about her.
Whenever I see her car next door.
Whenever I see her name on my 5 second visit to Facebook.

Man, it sucks that I still think about her constantly and we haven't talked since January.

I don't understand why I still think about her though.

You either miss her company or love her.

Eh, I don't know.
I was reallyyyyyy into her. I am pretty sure it was love. From the day we met, I felt like she was "The One."

Say "Hi"?

I don't know if that is the best idea. :\

DO ET!i

Erg, but I have a whole new level of negativity towards myself.

You fak! I say hi to my ex every time I see her.

Last time that I saw her was Graduation practice. I only see her car parked outside my neighbors house because they are friends.

Ethan wrote:

Last time that I saw her was Graduation practice. I only see her car parked outside my neighbors house because they are friends.

Just ask her how she's doing next time you see her.

Do this exact face when you see her.

Eh, I will try to. I will probably epicfail.
I need to start working out so I can get my confidence up.

Every day when you wake up, give yourself some pep talk.

Ethan wrote:

Eh, I will try to. I will probably epicfail.
I need to start working out so I can get my confidence up.

I hear you lmfao.

Peptalk doesn't sound bad.

And what does that mean Stapled? >

Ethan wrote:

Peptalk doesn't sound bad.

And what does that mean Stapled? >

I lack muscle. I'm 100% skin and bones.

And if everything else fails, surprise her with a helicopter dick.

Ah, I am fat. That's all there is to it. I do have some muscle, but nothing outstanding.
I want to shed some fat and become decent sized. Then I might have the confidence to do something with myself and go out into the world.

Well, I'm off to bed. Hope you feel better.

Thanks. Sleep well.

Aye don't let chicks bring you down , you'll find a chick 10x better soon.

I highly doubt that Baditude. :\

Quit focusing so much on finding someone or finding a certain person or blablabalbla.

The right person will fall into your lap, Hell, you might already know her and not even see it yet~
Could be that person you just occasionally talk to.
Could be the one you play games with
Could even be the one you just hang out with when your bored.

Just quit stressing so much about it, if it happens it happens, you cant try hard to make it happen (In most cases)

Aleena wrote:

Quit focusing so much on finding someone or finding a certain person or blablabalbla.

The right person will fall into your lap, Hell, you might already know her and not even see it yet~
Could be that person you just occasionally talk to.
Could be the one you play games with
Could even be the one you just hang out with when your bored.

Just quit stressing so much about it, if it happens it happens, you cant try hard to make it happen (In most cases)

Well, that's how this was. We started talking again out of nowhere. We used to be friends back in grades 1-4 and then we kind of went down separate paths.
During Sophomore year-Junior year, she dated my best friend. Which me and my other bestie stopped talking to him because he would never want to spend time with us.
Anyways, later down the road in Senior year we bumped paths with each other again and we became really close. We were very close friends from September-January.
During that time, I was willing to lay my life down for her, there was just something about her that made my heart accelerate.
It was obvious that throughout the time we spent together, she was still stuck in the shadow behind her Ex. They didn't talk or anything, but she was still hurt because it happened so sudden and under shit circumstances.

Anyways, IDK.

Ethan wrote:

Well, that's how this was. We started talking again out of nowhere. We used to be friends back in grades 1-4 and then we kind of went down separate paths.
During Sophomore year-Junior year, she dated my best friend. Which me and my other bestie stopped talking to him because he would never want to spend time with us.
Anyways, later down the road in Senior year we bumped paths with each other again and we became really close. We were very close friends from September-January.
During that time, I was willing to lay my life down for her, there was just something about her that made my heart accelerate.
It was obvious that throughout the time we spent together, she was still stuck in the shadow behind her Ex. They didn't talk or anything, but she was still hurt because it happened so sudden and under shit circumstances.

Anyways, IDK.

If stuff happens itll happen~ Dont think so much about it or it could subconsciousness change how you act around her and cause problems.

Want to get her attention? Be awesome towards her, Be awesome towards others around her, and always be happy around her and make sure shes happy~
Pieces will fall into place.

It might be too late for that Aleena. At this point, I feel that the only way something could happen is if a miracle occurs, which is likely to never happen. </3