Late night

Late night
i wish i could see your eyes
it would be a suprise
im like a fish out of water
i think im going to die

people come and people go
but babe all i want to know
is were did you go

i had a plan
it this pain will never end
even if i had a really good friend

life has died for me
i cant beleve im steal alive
i hope soon i will die.

Stop being obsessed over that chick.

im not obsessed, im lost.

Vivi wrote:

im not obsessed, im lost.

You're too young to be lost.

4 years i lost , im lost dude. i cant understand why

Vivi wrote:

4 years i lost , im lost dude. i cant understand why

"Love"
But you're young and have a long life ahead of you.
Living in the past won't get you anywhere.

Then this is the beginning of the rest of your life. She didn't pay your bills, she didn't do your work, she didn't feed you food. You don't need her believe it or not.

But it's beginning to sound like you have Histrionic personality disorder. Look it up.

•Acting or looking overly seductive

•Being easily influenced by other people

•Being overly concerned with their looks

•Being overly dramatic and emotional

•Being overly sensitive to criticism or disapproval

•Believing that relationships are more intimate than they actually are

•Blaming failure or disappointment on others (i blame it on myself)

•Constantly seeking reassurance or approval

•Having a low tolerance for frustration or delayed gratification

•Needing to be the center of attention (self-centeredness)

•Quickly changing emotions, which may seem shallow to others

Vivi wrote:

•Acting or looking overly seductive

•Being easily influenced by other people

•Being overly concerned with their looks

•Being overly dramatic and emotional

•Being overly sensitive to criticism or disapproval

•Believing that relationships are more intimate than they actually are

•Blaming failure or disappointment on others (i blame it on myself)

•Constantly seeking reassurance or approval

•Having a low tolerance for frustration or delayed gratification

•Needing to be the center of attention (self-centeredness)

•Quickly changing emotions, which may seem shallow to others

So are we in agreement?

most of that stuff is true, i need help, isnt getting help concertering me MENTAIL? like retarted?

Getting help when you diagnose yourself as someone who needs help isn't mental. It's logical.

i dont think job corps will understand , my condition and wont let me go see the doctor.

By law they are required to allow you access to a doctor/psychiatrist. Trust me, they legally can't stop you.

im scared...... i dont understand isnt there were i set down and talk about life

First love always hurt. The pain will heal once you start dating again.

Being shy is breakable.

omg, I think my past two exes have had histrionic personality disorder

poems about love and death(that aren't platonic or family/friend directed) are stupid imo.
if its just love or just death then its alright.
Just call the suicide hotline, or get someone else to actually talk to.

Dude, quit stressin' over it. God damn. If you go out looking for this shit called 'love', you are gonna get hurt. That's how life works. You are whining and crying to us on LogicalGamers, but do you not have any friends in real life that will listen to your shit? If so, talk to them about it because they will provide more closure then we ever can because you will just keep on moping around and complaining and whining regardless of what we tell you. God damn.