Staying positive.

Hasn't worked.
Everything is getting worse and worse.

My life is in a spiraling downfall.

My parents fight once a week now, my sister has become an ice queen, my grades aren't getting any better, my depression is starting to manipulate me, and I can't seem to find anything better than releasing my rage on Xbox.

I trusted kids with Sezna's modded guns and the next thing you know, one of them gave it to a kid we all LITERALLY hate. I hope this kid gets put into a coma, kind of hate. So, now that the guns are in this kids hands, they will slowly start their way throughout the entire Online population of Borderlands.

The girl I am obsessing over has a boyfriend that she loves very much, and I don't want to get in the way of it, so that really fucking sucks.

Due to my countless efforts to try and be as best as I can, I have accepted I won't get any where and that I should just close myself off emotionally.

Fuck everything.

See.
This is why i miss talking.
But.stuff.

>My parents fight once a week now,
You serious? You're complaining about once a week? My mom left, and I fight with my dad once a day. My girlfriend fights with her parents daily, and her parents fight with each other daily. I can't imagine how awesome it must be to only argue once a week.

>The girl I am obsessing over has a boyfriend that she loves very much, and I don't want to get in the way of it, so that really fucking sucks.
You'll get over it. You're in high school, obviously. This happens to everyone in high school, and two years from now, she'll mean nothing to you.

>Due to my countless efforts to try and be as best as I can, I have accepted I won't get any where and that I should just close myself off emotionally.
See a psychologist.

All fixed. Have fun.

I would say to try smoking weed, but I doubt you would.
Like the best anti-depressant. xD

I kind of see life as a game, and the way I deal is kind of odd, but it works for me.
I know that I can surpass all the shit life throws at me, and when It comes down to it,
the worse that could happen, is death.
I don't really see that as such a big thing, but maybe I'm crazy.

I see every new disappointment, every new obstacle a challenge.
Life trying to bring me down.
I'm as stubborn as they come so of course that isn't going to happen.
Negative things in life just make me work harder and make myself better.
I do not let things get me down. I refuse to, and therefor, I can keep moving forward.

Things can only get to you if you let them. Your strength to keep going has to be strong enough. Shit happens to everyone. Move on.

Life sucks. Eff said.

It is. I'll be prescribing it whenever I get my psychiatry license.

Works so much better when you're in a small closet with three attractive girls using beer instead of water in the bong.

imo.

I had absolutely 0 bad thoughts.

Sydd(: wrote:

See.
This is why i miss talking.
But.stuff.

I guess.

GAMEchief wrote:

>My parents fight once a week now,
You serious? You're complaining about once a week? My mom left, and I fight with my dad once a day. My girlfriend fights with her parents daily, and her parents fight with each other daily. I can't imagine how awesome it must be to only argue once a week.

>The girl I am obsessing over has a boyfriend that she loves very much, and I don't want to get in the way of it, so that really fucking sucks.
You'll get over it. You're in high school, obviously. This happens to everyone in high school, and two years from now, she'll mean nothing to you.

>Due to my countless efforts to try and be as best as I can, I have accepted I won't get any where and that I should just close myself off emotionally.
See a psychologist.

All fixed. Have fun.

1> Well, it's new for me, so I am not really used to it as you obviously are. I love my parents to death, and I don't want this shit to happen, my mom is already at a downpoint as she only has 3/4s a heart still ticking.

2> I know that. But I am not ready to accept it.

3> Why the fuck would someone, who doesn't even know me, want to help me with my issues? Because they will get paid? Fuck those faggots, they can go fuck themselves.

Enjoi wrote:

I would say to try smoking weed, but I doubt you would.
Like the best anti-depressant. xD

Storms wrote:

I kind of see life as a game, and the way I deal is kind of odd, but it works for me.
I know that I can surpass all the shit life throws at me, and when It comes down to it,
the worse that could happen, is death.
I don't really see that as such a big thing, but maybe I'm crazy.

I see every new disappointment, every new obstacle a challenge.
Life trying to bring me down.
I'm as stubborn as they come so of course that isn't going to happen.
Negative things in life just make me work harder and make myself better.
I do not let things get me down. I refuse to, and therefor, I can keep moving forward.

Things can only get to you if you let them. Your strength to keep going has to be strong enough. Shit happens to everyone. Move on.

That's one of the reasons.
Only a few things get to me, and all of them have seemingly been fucked with lately.

Google wrote:

Life sucks. Eff said.

Wish it was that simple to put it that way.

@weed, I will not use that shit, it costs money, money means a job, job means more stress on this already "perfect" life.

Well me and my friends usually just take turns paying xD We got like 8 grams for $20 the other day. We buy directly though. =/

My friends don't do substances.

G'night.

Pft. Substances.

dont be a fag and use drugs

my parents got devoiced a long time ago hopefully it doesn't happen to you. anyways you'll get through it

Pssht
Where did everyone go?

Sydd(: wrote:

Pssht
Where did everyone go?

they all died

stapled wrote:

they all died

No .

Enjoi wrote:

No .

wtf you cant post

your dead remember?

No. I'm just playing oblivion.

OP sucks at understanding how things work.

How what works? xD

Dude, your life is not at all bad, if anything it's REALLY normal. Love is really just a word to replace not being alone. Wanna do something? Try to be the light in your house, come home with a smile, do awesome in school, stop the fights with cheerful chatter. Bawwing about it on a forum won't change a thing, and that's something people need to understand about life.


If you want it changed, do it yourself. We all have the power to change it within us, people just seem to prefer to blog about it or keep it all in a journal. It's too short to be constantly caught up in sucky drama.

Psychologists and/or drugs.

GAMEchief wrote:

Psychologists and/or drugs.

Or a lot of pussy. It's a scientifically proven fact that pussy kills braincells.

Torian wrote:

Or a lot of pussy. It's a scientifically proven fact that pussy kills braincells.

Proof .

Enjoi wrote:

Proof .

Look at me .

Novocadine. Invest in some.

Torian wrote:

Look at me .

Well you get dick though.
Lawlawlawlawlawlawlawlawlawlawlawlawl

I started getting dick after my braincells were completely obliterated by the amount of pussy I got.

So you had to start getting dick? I don't understand.

Hes coming out about being gay silly.

oic .

Maybe a good way of releasing all the build up of stress and anger is by taking part of a full contact sport.

For me, when i was going through problems in my life. I tuned to playing football and lacrosse to release my anger on people. I know to some this may sound harsh. But honestly i felt so much better hitting somebody. The bulid up of adrenalin, and the rush of numbness through out my body i had just vanished. I even thought to myself that i wanted to do it again. And now i am, i dont know if you would call me "sane" but i feel so much better

Pleasure Ninja wrote:

Maybe a good way of releasing all the build up of stress and anger is by taking part of a full contact sport.

For me, when i was going through problems in my life. I tuned to playing football and lacrosse to release my anger on people. I know to some this may sound harsh. But honestly i felt so much better hitting somebody. The bulid up of adrenalin, and the rush of numbness through out my body i had just vanished. I even thought to myself that i wanted to do it again. And now i am, i dont know if you would call me "sane" but i feel so much better

Because knocking people over is srs bsns.