Im bad at not being awesome. Its a real problem, I try not to be so great at everything I do but I just am. Is there a word for that? Just a constant state of amazing?

Jk.

I am really bad at displaying my emotions properly. It pisses me off because I didn't know I was doing it. Like I'm in a great mood," but ( I ) wont smile and just have a blank apathetic expression that implies that (i'm) a asshole." as my friend put it.