So hey.
/rant start
Apparently i don't give enough attention to my mother.
So my step father gave me a talk.
I considered some things, and became more opened towards what i do with friends and all other shit she usually asks about. But this morning i wake up, say "G'morning", and she says,"Just bc you don't see your gf for a couple of days,doesn't mean you have to be all sad, think about the people around you for once." WELL EXCUSE ME,FOR NOT SMILING RIGHT AFTER I WOKE UP. Anyways. I usually always have a straight face on, unless i'm at school, or with my girl/friends. Why? Bc i just don't have fun anymore around my mom, i mean, i used to, about 5 YEARS AGO. And i get bitched at for everything i do, whether it was done RIGHT or WRONG. My step father,is a total racist asshole, and can be a real douchebag. They invited my gf's parents for dinner, and they dislike racism. I KNOW he's going to make racist jokes, it's gonna get them dissappointed and ticked off. I don't want anything to happen to my personal life[i care about my gf ALOT, she's just simply an amazing catch] just because my parents can't GROW UP THEMSELVES. God damn, let me go already, i open up and they just fuck it up.
/rant over

Phew, okay, well, i know i sound like a selfish loner, but i'm not, i jsut don't have fun with my family anymore. I try to, but they always do somethin to ruin it.
Have you ever felt like/been through that?