I skipped.

[Ethan]

Two classes today.
I am not in a good mood. moteHmmm:

[Raivu]

Whats up bud, talk to me

[Ethan]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqtJu4qSB8k

Let's say the lyrics are the answer?
I like that idea.

[Souleater]

How bad was your day?

[Ethan]

How bad was your day?

Couldn't be as bad as any of yours. Marine life is rough.

[Souleater]

Not the point. I know life is rough for me. I was asking about you dude.

[Ethan]

Not the point. I know life is rough for me. I was asking about you dude.

I keep seeing ghosts, so to speak.
And I have come to understand how much my ADHD has really affected me growing up.
and I've actually been quite dangerous today, more so reckless.

[Raivu]

I keep seeing ghosts, so to speak.
And I have come to understand how much my ADHD has really affected me growing up.
and I've actually been quite dangerous today, more so reckless.

I've had ADHD my whole life, but never been medicated for it, because I never understood what it was, what it meant, or what it did.
And I wasn't told until I was about 16 or 17, then I started to notice a couple changes.

The thing I'm getting at, is it's mental. How much it effects your life and your ability to think and develop is completely up to you because it's the fear of being different.

But whether that's the case or not, it doesn't change who you are as a human being. Yeah, it could have effected your whole life, turned water into wine, it could have found your fucking car keys.
But YOU are Miles.
YOU are not ADHD.

Getting violent or dangerous won't do any good, it'll just keep clouding your idea of what life is and where you're headed.
If you live in the past, you're fucked.
Accept what's happened, work with it, and figure out how to use it to your advantage to get by and further in life.

[Ethan]

I am Ethan. . _ .

And the mental part of it is what I just noticed. I just realized why I have always been negative my whole life. Why I have always thought I wasn't good enough and why I was a loser. Why I could never get first place, second or third place but last.

I've been losing this mental game for my whole life.