I celebrate my birthday! I am turning 19 which I find extremely depressing.
I realized that it's my last year as a teenager.
Shit gets more and more serious at 20 and I am not looking forward to it.

Also, I need more insight on enlisting in the Army/Marines.
I highly doubt I meet the physical standards to make the Marines.

I weight 295 pounds, I am 6 foot 3 and I run a 6.0 on the 40 yard dash. (Slow)