I didn't know what to title this.

In most weeks, I get 6-8 hours of sleep a day.
Last night, I got 3 hours of sleep.

Generally when I get 6-8 hours of sleep, my day ends up being bad, driven with lots of self-hate and despising myself for being a little bitch and being to shy to open up to other people and to other things such as new foods.
Today, I feel like I can challenge anything today, whether it be starting a conversation with this girl from my COM class or possibly trying a new food. (Even though I say this now, subject to change due to total realization of what's going down.)

More sleep = depressed, low self-esteem, lazy, upset Ethan
Less sleep = happy, "let's go get it!", ready for anything, busy Ethan

So that's weird to me. Just thought I would share.