Ah man, I was in a similar situation except that I lost my virginity to the girl because I actually did have sex with her. And I regret it more that I took advantage of the situation we were in. I should have never got involved with her in the first place. She was a dime though, one of the greatest asses I have ever seen. That was a lifetime ago, the summer right before Senior year. I want it back. ):
NOTE:: I was not dating this girl at the time. My girlfriend count as of 02/09/12: 1. And that 1 doesn't even really count because it was 7th grade and she only said yes because she didn't want to feel bad in saying no.
I feel your pain...