I think today...

[CL0V3R]

Is one the few days I really need a hug. Lol
How are you guys?

[Chaos]

Want a free hug then?

[C0FFINCASE]

Ok. *spirital sympathy hug from beyond*

[Taz]

Here we go with all the internet hugs .
Dont you have a bf?

[C0FFINCASE]

here we go with all the internet hugs .
Dont you have a bf?

don't you have a stfu

[Kain]

If you come to my house we can chill in my room and watch shitty movies

[Taz]

don't you have a stfu

It was a serious question wasnt trying to be mean.

[Chaos]

Everyone is missing the point, whats wrong Clover?

[C0FFINCASE]

It was a serious question wasnt trying to be mean.

context says otherwise:

Here we go with all the internet hugs .
Dont you have a bf?

Bold: Sets up snide remark, indicating possible mean-ness if post continues.
Italics : Executes jackassery.

Everyone is missing the point, whats wrong Clover?

Indeed

[Taz]

context says otherwise:



Bold: Sets up snide remark, indicating possible mean-ness if post continues.
Italics : Executes jackassery.


Indeed

Sorry...……

[CL0V3R]

Thanks guys. C:
@Coffin: Thanks yo. : D
@Taz: He's at a friend's house at the moment I told him it was fine to go.
@Kain: that'd be pretty chill.
@Chaos: Today is the day my best friend killed himself four years ago. I don't know why but it's really bothering me. Last year wasn't so bad, this year is like bleh.
His death bothers me more than my fathers ever did. Lol

[Chaos]

Ouch, im sorry about that, have any idea why its hurting extra bad this year?

[CL0V3R]

Probably just a lot of stuff going on this year. Plus I haven't visited his grave in over a year. It's hard to go since it's over a three hour drive. This year I was hell bent on going today, but it snowed up there so we didn't go. I probably just feel guilty or something. Idk I think I'm doing better now. Had a good baw session and am feeling a lot better.

[Chaos]

I don't think you should feel guilty, you planned on going to visit his grave but couldn't and its not easy and im sure you will when you can.
Glad you're feeling better though.

[CL0V3R]

Haha, you're probably right. C:
Thanks for listening though. It felt nice to vent.

[Chaos]

You're welcome Clover.

[Drakonid]

I came here to make a mean joke but I felt bad about it while reading the thread...
So yeah, just that.

[Aleena]

eh, day is about the same here, Living is tiring.

[CL0V3R]

@Drak: You can make your mean joke now I'm feeling better so it's all good.
@Aleena: Aw why is life tiring? D:

[Snow-kun]

Just wondering... Why'd he commit suicide?
You don't need to answer if you don't want to.

[CL0V3R]

Just wondering... Why'd he commit suicide?
You don't need to answer if you don't want to.

Er well It'd not something that really can be super explained in an easy manner.
Basically his home life was really bad, and uh he just didn't have anything to live for.

[Snow-kun]

Did he contact Suicide Hotline?
I heard that a lot of people changed their minds after calling.

[CL0V3R]

No. I was actually the last person he talked to.

[Snow-kun]

No. I was actually the last person he talked to.

Sorry to hear that.
My condolences even though its late.

[Aleena]

@Aleena: Aw why is life tiring? D:

No idea. Just sick of earth.

Just wondering... Why'd he commit suicide?
You don't need to answer if you don't want to.

Generally people do this when there is something they cant deal with or they are just sick of everything.

[CL0V3R]

Thanks for explaining that aleena I'm not even being sarcastic. I can understand being sick of the earth so. Lol

[Snow-kun]

But suicide isn't a solution for that.
You should at least find something that defines your interests.
I hope everybody understands that when life knocks you down you have to get the fuck up and do something about it.

[CL0V3R]

But suicide isn't a solution for that.
You should at least find something that defines your interests.
I hope everybody understands that when life knocks you down you have to get the fuck up and do something about it.

Hmm... I don't think everyone has the capacity to be able to stop themselves. I think some people get a point where they really just don't want to wake up to see another sun rise. I think everyone has their breaking point. It just depends on how far that breaking point is.