I feel like shit.

[Ethan]

Quit focusing so much on finding someone or finding a certain person or blablabalbla.

The right person will fall into your lap, Hell, you might already know her and not even see it yet~
Could be that person you just occasionally talk to.
Could be the one you play games with
Could even be the one you just hang out with when your bored.

Just quit stressing so much about it, if it happens it happens, you cant try hard to make it happen (In most cases)

Well, that's how this was. We started talking again out of nowhere. We used to be friends back in grades 1-4 and then we kind of went down separate paths.
During Sophomore year-Junior year, she dated my best friend. Which me and my other bestie stopped talking to him because he would never want to spend time with us.
Anyways, later down the road in Senior year we bumped paths with each other again and we became really close. We were very close friends from September-January.
During that time, I was willing to lay my life down for her, there was just something about her that made my heart accelerate.
It was obvious that throughout the time we spent together, she was still stuck in the shadow behind her Ex. They didn't talk or anything, but she was still hurt because it happened so sudden and under shit circumstances.

Anyways, IDK.