Welp.

I now have absolutely nothing going for me in my life right now.

I need straight A's for the rest of this year and next year, or else I won't graduate.

My girlfriend just broke up with me because I've been working constantly and keep falling asleep instead of talking to her.

I owe about 300$ to my school for books I lost somehow.

And I keep stressing out so hard, I just burst into tears.


Goddammit LG.

Why do you need A's to graduate?

Cause my GPA is in the dirt.

Cant you go to a continuation school?
My brother had the worst grades but he made it up and graduated last year.

Not according to my guidance councilor.

I graduated with a ~C average. Things must be different where you live.

My average at the moment is an F.

Kain wrote:

I now have absolutely nothing going for me in my life right now.

I need straight A's for the rest of this year and next year, or else I won't graduate.

Thats bull i doubt you need straight A's since people graduate with like D's.

My girlfriend just broke up with me because I've been working constantly and keep falling asleep instead of talking to her.

I don't understand girls first they want someone that works and has his own money then they want them to make time for them.

I owe about 300$ to my school for books I lost somehow.

I don't think anyone pays back books. Ask them if they can help you with that.

And I keep stressing out so hard, I just burst into tears.


Goddammit LG.

I haven't cried in a while but i always wanted to do it but i cant.

The A's are to get my GPA to atleast a 2.

Kain wrote:

The A's are to get my GPA to atleast a 2.

Wow. Most of the 12th graders from last year graduated with all F's because the school just wanted them out.

Florida's being a bitch.

Kain wrote:

Florida's being a bitch.

Florida has standards.
You can get your parents to let you drop out and drk to get GED.
Not as good a diploma but it'll let you get into a community college or something and then transfer into where ever you want to go.
I don't have a solution to your money issues, you could start scraping(collecting metal from people and selling it).

I'm assuming this would work for you because you're a decent upstanding fellow and my druggy felon cousins managed the same thing but they use the money to get drugs and the GED as an excuse to drop out.

Side note:
You have being an awesome musician going for you.

Music has a very low chance of getting me anywhere in life.

Solution : Drop out.

Problems go out the window.

I'm considering it.

With a GED, a few CLEP's and a decent SAT score, I can still get accepted to an okay college.

Kain wrote:

I now have absolutely nothing going for me in my life right now.

I need straight A's for the rest of this year and next year, or else I won't graduate.

My girlfriend just broke up with me because I've been working constantly and keep falling asleep instead of talking to her.

I owe about 300$ to my school for books I lost somehow.

And I keep stressing out so hard, I just burst into tears.


Goddammit LG.

You have to just chill and remain little a cool little Fonzy.
Here's the thing
You just have to move on and press forward. If you dwell and live in the past, you're fucked. Plain and simple as that.
Take what's happened in life, learn from it, and use it as your own tool of force.

In the show "The Colony" this guy Joey put it perfectly.
"I'm not angry because I've got it contained, but all of my life lessons and emotions are at my disposal whenever I need them.
So in a situation I need it, I can pull that little angry guy out of my pocket and use him as a tool rather than a tool that uses me."

Remember that and take it to heart. Life throws a lot of shit at you, but move like water. Take it in and control it. Make it go with your flow, or just flow around it. But keep the lessons and learn from it.
The reason you see hundreds of people homeless, or in their 40s and still living out of their apartments on hot pockets, cigarettes, beer and basic cable, is because they never learned from their mistakes.
Life threw shit at them, they let it get to them, didn't apply themselves to bettering and fell in the hole as a result.

You're strong, Kain. Make your music, Live the free life, get your dick wet, and be the biggest badass anybody has ever seen.