i talk about gushy stuff too damn much

9 Jun 2011, 1:12 AM#1

So I'm not really one to actually love much, I pity love, or fake love normally.
But, uhm.. .. .. yeah
So.. I love someone.
I have for about a year and a half. . .
But now, it feels like I'm loving him less and less, and someone else more and more. But it feels wrong in my heart to do that
After loving someone so unconditionally, it feels so wrong to let that ever fade. . . Ever.

I don't know what to do.

Maybe I don't really love either of them, and its ridiculous to think that I do. Or maybe I do, but its time to move on, or maybe I should learn to keep better track of my emotions. . .
Uck.
I talk about gushy stuff too damn much.

9 Jun 2011, 1:14 AM#2

Queschun. What's your real name?

9 Jun 2011, 1:15 AM#3

I am not a fan of love. </3

9 Jun 2011, 1:15 AM#4

Kain~

; why?
Ethan~ why not?

9 Jun 2011, 1:17 AM#5

It killed most of the good inside of me. Now I am just a broken object.
Ya know.

9 Jun 2011, 1:18 AM#6

Ahh. Too much depression for one trip to lg. XP night. Peace. I wish clo3y was on msn. I kinda love her advice.

9 Jun 2011, 1:25 AM#7

On msn now. D:

9 Jun 2011, 1:34 AM#8

Now I am too

9 Jun 2011, 1:51 AM#9

+1 Floridian.

9 Jun 2011, 2:17 AM#10

You're just going to have to face the fact that you're falling out of love, and that telling your boyfriend will be difficult if he still has as strong of feelings for your as you use to have for him. Are you really ready to give up your boyfriend forever, or do you think you'd be better off just getting some space, and that maybe it'd renew your feelings for him?