Why do i do it to my self...
I swear i fail classes because im lazy and make the wrong choices. Everyday i say ill start new the next week or the next day but that never happens. I really have to start doing my thing in school i hate disapointing my parents while i have everything good to be doing bad for no reason. Im just venting toget this off my mind so i can sleep i seriously havent done any work for this whole marking period i bet im failing atleast 3 classes but its my senior year i passed all my regents and only need about 3 credits while i have a gpa of around 72. If i can go back to 9th grade i would do so much better since i thought doing bad in school was cool but i was just a little retard that didnt know anything. I hate being known as the lazy kid, not caring about anything, failing classes, ect. Even though other people think thats cool i dont it really erks me but im really having fun this year since its my last year but i just hate making my parents mad because my dad said " i dont like when your teachers call my phone telling me my kid is bad because then they think their child is better which is not true". I really dont have anything to stress about because i dont care about much in life i never stress little things. I hate stressing over grades it get me pissed :/

How are you guys havent been on in like 3 days !