I am such a mess. I am ugly as SHIT. Whenever I am ready to change myself, something negative happens and sets me back.
I was REALLY REALLY REALLY ready to start working out but then I got a fucking cyst on my ass and needed surgery. Honestly, that of all things.
Then I was ready a few days ago, but my foot stat hurting really bad. Now my foot is fucking huge. I don't know what's wrong with it.
I honestly don't know why things won't just turn positive for me. Ahhhhhhhhhh fuck. LOL.