I won't be on. I'm sorry.

I've been legitimately crushed.
I've never been crushed before, at least not this badly.
I just experienced the most passionate true relationship I've ever been in.
I"m against marriage and I wanted to marry this woman.
I'm not ready for kids, but I wanted to pop them out ASAP and start a life with her.
She was my everything.
I walked her 8 miles in the rain, home, and I didn't have a coat, so she had a place to stay.
We have spots. We have insides jokes. We have hobbies together.
Not 2 hours went by without one of us telling the other how much we loved each other.
And she just threw it all away like a tissue in a blink, smiled, said "I'm sorry for getting your hopes up", and left me for my friend Dalton.
...
But let me tell you.
Someone is going to look awful funny sucking my dick with no teeth.

Shit man.
I hope you feel batter.

No need to be sorry Raivu.
Take your time. <3

Thanks. Yeah it's shitty, but someone who'd do that to me isn't worth being with anyway.
Why would I want to be with someone who'll just up and leave me in a heartbeat?
It's time to move on.
I'm going to be in Vermont visiting a friend, smoking Hookah out by the rivers and tye-dying shit.

I generally throw The Eagles' When Hell Freezes Over album on during these situations.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kslHr7_9Zac


The Eagles - already gone

Dang man i'm sorry to hear for your loss i hope you get better in time :(

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I generally throw The Eagles' When Hell Freezes Over album on during these situations.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kslHr7_9Zac


The Eagles - already gone

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It's impossible to be upset when you're listening to the eagles

Suddenly my life feels like narnia and my whole heart goes out for you. I'm truly sorry, even if you don't need or want sympathy, I feel deep sorrow for you.
I have bubble wrap?
But..
I don't think it will help.
:'(
Much love, I suppose. Take time to heal.

aw damn sorry bro hope everything gets better.

and the part where you say "She was my everything.
I walked her 8 miles in the rain, home, and I didn't have a coat, so she had a place to stay."

That was really deep shit and i hope all your dreams come true :)

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aw damn sorry bro hope everything gets better.

and the part where you say "She was my everything.
I walked her 8 miles in the rain, home, and I didn't have a coat, so she had a place to stay."

That was really deep shit and i hope all your dreams come true :)

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It's true, too. She's the only woman I've ever cared so deeply for.
I wouldn't have done that for anybody else.
And that's what hurts the most.

That made me think of this
“Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self, so therefore, trust the physician and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility.” ~Kahlil Gibran

Sorry to hear that chief. D:
To be 100% honest I know you can do MUCH better than her.
Like a lot better.
I sort of had a bad feeling about it but I didn't want to say anything. :'x
I've never really thought all that highly of her as bad as that is to say.
Anyways I'm here if you need me Joe.

Rai, you can make it through this. You are resiliant. And if you want, I can tell you a nice move to make them both experience a lot of pain.

Dang, thought she was of a higher quality than that, when pure relationships fuck up, I feel afraid of my own, I hope that you find something worth more than the affection of someone who lacks the ability to maintain said affection.

We should try to do something to make Raivu feel better. D:

lol you're all so brutal.
If I posted this anywhere else, nobody would have given a shit.
But you're all like...the best.

And yeah, I thought she was better than that too.
It's hard to get over, but there's no such thing as a sad ending to any situation.
So I just have to stick it out and move on.
Thanks for everything, I can't tell you how much I appreciate it.

You said it yourself. She isn't worth being with. If only the sour feelings would just wash away with the realization, but I know they'll linger for a while. You've felt more strongly about this girl than any others you've met, but she isn't even the right one for you. Imagine what it'll be like when you actually meet a person that's meant for you, who will fully reciprocate your feelings.

I wonder if she'll ever think her decision was a mistake. It sounds like she hasn't realized that what you did for her was more than what the average guy would.

Shh, you weren't supposed to see my post Raivu. D:
Shitshit.

But yeah, I don't know what it feels like to go through something like that, but I definitely do understand it.
Stay strong. <3

We're not brutal, we're just honest! <3
But we all know you can do better and will do better!

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Shh, you weren't supposed to see my post Raivu. D:
Shitshit.

But yeah, I don't know what it feels like to go through something like that, but I definitely do understand it.
Stay strong. <3

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lol I love you.
You know that feeling when you really miss somebody? That big empty heavy feeling you get in your chest?
Take that, and multiply it by 10 with the most betrayed and "i miss you" mindset you can possibly put yourself in.
It hurts, bro.

@Cl03y: I"d be dead without all of you. lol

Don't let it consume you bro, I had that shitty feeling for the whole of 2 years before I decided it was time to stop reflecting on past memories and start making some new ones. Just stay strong, listen to music, play your guitar and flow through life.

<3 Well we're all here and some of us are ready to ruin her life at a moments notice...
So just let us know if you need us kay?
Lolol

Edit: On a side note Torian is right.
The best thing you can do right now is keep busy and keep your mind off of it.
The hardest thing after breaking up with someone is actually honestly wanting to get over them.
Don't think too much about the past and just think ahead toward the future.

Raivu, im deeply sorry to hear this. I can imagine what that would feel like :( you'll find a girl that 68 times better and will never do something like that to you ever again. I hope you are okay and you can overcome this. You definitively don't deserve something like this to happen.

Im going to post 2 songs, there two different views are looking at the situation.

Comedic.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Er1yXWsUjs
Angry (Your gona have to listen hard for the lyrics, trust me their there if you look for them)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rITPnGSwov0

<3

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lol you're all so brutal.

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Brutal: .300 Win Mag through the back of the skull. Soul could most likely get hold of a M24...or not. An I mean who you use it on is up to you as long as you account for the wind.

All you have to do is keep moving forward. Reality is after all the condensing of all possible scenarios into one and thing fell into this reality for a reason due to some sort of law of the universe and ultimately this path will lead you to where you're meant to be or you kick the universe's ass and make it give you something better for being an asshole before you curb stomp it.
On a side note: Florida chicks are hot, they're all tan and work out to look good in the swim suits they're gonna wear 3/4ths of the year and if you want to come look at them with me I'm not opposed.

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Brutal: .300 Win Mag through the back of the skull. Soul could most likely get hold of a M24...or not. An I mean who you use it on is up to you as long as you account for the wind.

All you have to do is keep moving forward. Reality is after all the condensing of all possible scenarios into one and thing fell into this reality for a reason due to some sort of law of the universe and ultimately this path will lead you to where you're meant to be or you kick the universe's ass and make it give you something better for being an asshole before you curb stomp it.
On a side note: Florida chicks are hot, they're all tan and work out to look good in the swim suits they're gonna wear 3/4ths of the year and if you want to come look at them with me I'm not opposed.

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I'm taking you up on that

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Raivu, im deeply sorry to hear this. I can imagine what that would feel like :( you'll find a girl that 68 times better and will never do something like that to you ever again. I hope you are okay and you can overcome this. You definitively don't deserve something like this to happen.

Im going to post 2 songs, there two different views are looking at the situation.

Comedic.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Er1yXWsUjs
Angry (Your gona have to listen hard for the lyrics, trust me their there if you look for them)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rITPnGSwov0

<3

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o_o You're the best <3

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Don't let it consume you bro, I had that shitty feeling for the whole of 2 years before I decided it was time to stop reflecting on past memories and start making some new ones. Just stay strong, listen to music, play your guitar and flow through life.

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The biggest reason why it consumes me so much is because it was so perfect.
She was gorgeous.
The most beautiful woman I've ever known.
She was so much more than the woman I've dreamed of having.
Even during sex, she had the perfect body, and her pussy is juuuuust that right size where it's a little tight, but not painful, deep enough to take just all of me in, snug, and not even close to loose. And it never smelled like anything, and tasted a sweet that wasn't overpowering, but pleasing. Always shaved too.
>_< I can't even begin to express how much I'm going to miss that.
She was just always overall all around....perfect.

Except for the fact that she was fake. Having a great bod and pussy is great and all but if it wasn't 100% legit then it wasn't worth it. She might aswell have given you aids cuz you're gonna be in pain for awhile now.

I hate how my mind is tottaly blank right now and have no real words of insperation....
Just, remember to laugh through the awkward moments, smile through the tears, and remember that everything happens for a reason.
When you find the one you'll spend forever with, every second before it will be 100% worth it.

I won't lie, I did cry when I got the news. It's hard, and crying isn't a bad thing at all.
But it didn't help any. It got out a lot of the stress, and thanks to you guys I'm confident enough to press forward and live my life.
But he was my absolute best friend.
She meant the world to me.
She left me to be with him after everything (Seemed) so legit and not-fake while we were dating.
But after it happened, they rubbed it in my face by bragging about it to all of their (ex) friends. (they invited me over to smoke up today and they all told me what he said and comforted me. So now they're my friends)
And the worst part is, she lied to me about it today when she was trying to make peace.