It's times like these that remind me that I am human.
I am normally able to keep my emotions suppressed and only show happiness or seriousness under normal and extreme circumstances.
However I have a friend whom is getting into weed and alcohol, I'm not so worried about the weed, even though it does fuck you up psychologically, but the alcohol worries me, I live first hand with an alcoholic and I don't want to see my friend go down the same path.
I attend alateen regularly and though I am told there is nothing I can do, I can't help but feel absolutely terrible.
