Most of my ranting is general me talking shit about bitches that messed me up for awhile.
That's nice. I don't really care what you think. Hate me, if it makes you happy. Write me off as full of shit and a moron. Don't gripe about it.
Most of my ranting is general me talking shit about bitches that messed me up for awhile.
That's nice. I don't really care what you think. Hate me, if it makes you happy. Write me off as full of shit and a moron. Don't gripe about it.
I suppose it's understandable, though sometimes you have to realize you're just spreading around the general hatred of women on the interwebs.
Like Idk, sometimes it gets annoying hearing "Women are fucking bitches and cunts, get back to the fucking kitchen or show me your tits." It's like lol kay what ever guys...
This is the internet trolololololol.
But after hearing it almost every time you log on it gets kind of old. Especially because if you saying against it you're just being another "stereotypical bitch".
I guess that's just where I'm coming from. I get tired of getting put down one way or another even if I've never done anything to be put down in the first place.
Not necessarily talking about you, just treatment in general on the internet.
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This shit happens all the time though regardless of gender. I know people who've been fuck with for years, both male an female by some uncaring bastard or bitch who just felt like they could get away with anything. Some people are shit.
I chased the same woman who rejected me repeatedly for six years and allowed myself to be used emotionally and financially for her benefit and after seeing her a month ago for lunch I realized I'd still do it if she hadn't moved away. An to this day I still have never been any thing but her "friend" and I'd honestly give my right leg to be with her still and its ridiculous. I have no clue why, I just have to lock it all up and hide it away, smile, and go to lunch when she comes to visit and listen to her talk about how good her latest boyfriend is in bed.
The internet is particularly unhospitable to woman I'd imagine. I mean the world is to some degree male centered. Even today, in person we're better about it but the internet is basically run by the social outcast of society. You're dealing with the geeks that never had a date in high school and such so they're particularly brutal. Its not right, but yeah.
I apologize for upsetting you. I can understand how that would ware on you. I mean half way through high school I literally recreated who I was because I was tired of being bullied and being the social outcast of the outcasts that got shoved in lockers and choked. Freshman year I was a pious little boy who wanted to be a priest and got straight As. Junior year I'd had enough and came back with the thickest beard, long hair, and an affinity for rock n roll, curse words and saying man and dude. I'm not equating them to be the same but I'm saying an experience allows me some insight to how you feel.
. I think the only reason it bothers me so much is because it reminds me of when my step dad would say shit about how we (my mom and I) were just stupid females. Or call us bitches, or call me fat and ugly. Lolololol Shit like that just really makes me hella annoyed still I guess. I've been picked on my whole life, by my family, or by people at school. I suppose it's just one of those things when you get online you sort of want to escape that. I think it's why most of the time I like to pretend I'm a dude on the internet. Also think that's why I also learned to take a lot of abuse from people but talk a lot of shit when I'm pissed. I just find it's funny the internet has such a collective anger against women because I believe we're some sort of outlet for it. Women on the internet are easy targets, I think it just makes some people feel better having someone to take their frustrations out on. Now there is a whole internet subculture against women because it helps people feel less like an outcast to put down others. I'm sorry to hear about highschool though, and having to change your whole persona just for them. Like I said before, people fucking suck. D:
lol I'm gone 24 hours and there's a debate so big it'd make a republican cry.
Long story short, as of now, I could care less. I beat his ass and yelled at her, but afterward it kind of gave me an entirely new outlook on her. All of the previous feelings I had are completely gone now, and I won't lie, it feels quite snazzy to have that shit off my chest.