I've come to realization.

I'm an introvert. I keep to myself, and I have few people inside my trust circle.

I like my music loud, and my bass louder.

I'm a very creative writer, and people try to forge my work, or get me to do it for them.

No girls like me, and I have no sweet clue why.

Ironic, but ALOT of girls think im cute.

I get judged because im husky, and people think "lolol, hes fat he r shtoopit" When I'm the best writer in my whole grade,best at math, best at alot of things.

I'm a raver.

The people who do know me are amazed by my every move, and decision.

I'm me, and nobody else. I'm Bman.

Nothing you do matters in life.

When you die, your body will become an empty shell, left to rot and nourish small creatures in the ground.

There's nothing you can say that people won't forget.

There's nothing you can do that won't be topped.

Everything you create will decay and fall apart.

There's nothing you can do that matters to anybody.

Our civilization is built upon people who once had dreams about being great.

Can you name even 2% of them?

No.

You can't.

And that's how it will be with us.

Another civilization will rise to power, and build on top of us.

And only a small number of people will be remembered then.

But later, they too will be forgotten in the inevitable hail of fire as our sun swallows the planet.

My ex was an introvert we didn't last long.