Hasn't worked.
Everything is getting worse and worse.

My life is in a spiraling downfall.

My parents fight once a week now, my sister has become an ice queen, my grades aren't getting any better, my depression is starting to manipulate me, and I can't seem to find anything better than releasing my rage on Xbox.

I trusted kids with Sezna's modded guns and the next thing you know, one of them gave it to a kid we all LITERALLY hate. I hope this kid gets put into a coma, kind of hate. So, now that the guns are in this kids hands, they will slowly start their way throughout the entire Online population of Borderlands.

The girl I am obsessing over has a boyfriend that she loves very much, and I don't want to get in the way of it, so that really fucking sucks.

Due to my countless efforts to try and be as best as I can, I have accepted I won't get any where and that I should just close myself off emotionally.

Fuck everything.